I was going to write you
A love song,
But then I remembered
You don’t love me back,
So I threw the paper away
And typed this instead.

If I went away
you could play
much better.

But that's assuming
you even care
one way or the other.

There was a time
when I would have said,
"Go away,
don't ever ever come back."

Now's the time
when I say,
"Don't leave,
don't ever ever leave."

When you came
on my chest,
I laughed.

When you came
on the floor,
I wiped
it up.

What a waste
of time.

The yearning that rips my gut
Might be the same
As the cold
That fills your heart.

I'd tell you
I love you
if I knew
you
wouldn't hate me for it.

Every word you say to me
Takes a little of my soul.
The air each floats upon
Is nothing but freezing cold
When I think of the embrace
We’ll never share,
Or your face,
Which I’ll never hold.

He who wants to be destroyed
Shall have his way.
Winter's my only season,
I’ll take it with me to the grave.

The wound heals
just to be
ripped apart.
A glowing light
at the end
of your life:
it ain't so bright.